Hiding in the dark.

I wish I could go back to when I didn’t have to think about the decisions I make. I wish I could go back to when I didn’t even realize that the decisions I make have an effect on the world around me. 

Ignorance is bliss.

My caring heart stresses me out to no end. There seems to be a lot of war going on in there between caring for myself and caring for other people, other animals, and other living beings like trees, constantly fighting for my attention. If I only knew of myself and nothing else, than there would be nothing to fight about.

Ignorance is bliss.

There is so much shit that is being pooped out in the world. It is too much to handle to know of it all. But knowing at least some or most changes a person, right through to the core of their being. Our souls are forever changed because of the knowledge that we gain from each other. Without relationships, humans would not be able to evolve and dream. If there was no more poop in the world, then what would we have to dream about? ? ?

Nothing.

So blissful ignorance; does it really exist? Sure, most of the time we only seek out what we want to see in the world and ignore the rest, but that’s not anything near blissful. In fact just because you ignore what’s happening around you, that doesn’t mean you don’t know what’s happening around you. We all have imaginations. We know shit happens out there. Let’s actually open our eyes and turn on our flashlights to see what’s right in front of us. It might just stop you in your tracks.

Ignorance is not bliss.